Nick’s Walk

Just as through one man sin entered the world, and death through sin, and thus death spread to all men, because all sinned . . . —Romans 5:12 Do we really understand the nature of sin? Do we subconsciously define “sin” in one way in our lives and another way in the lives of others? Do we take comfort that we are clear of the public sins and feel superior because others suffer from them? Do we believe that the concept of “sin” is some outdated medieval notion, not relevant in today’s world?  Do we think that rightness and wrongness is something we can determine? We set ourselves up for confusion if we think of sin solely in the plural: a list of offenses. We are on the road to a correct understanding if we understand that sin is my claim to my right to myself. Sometimes we come close if we understand that PRIDE is the foundational Sin from which all sins flow. If we consider Adam and Eve, eating a fruit wasn’t the big deal. It was their decision that they wanted to rule themselves and were dissatisfied being protectorates of the loving Creator. It is the […]

. . . to those who are . . . called to be saints . . . —1 Corinthians 1:2 In the spring, I had a vision of new steps in the back of our house. I had removed a deck a few years ago and built some steps down to the new brick patio. The steps were in bad shape and needed replacement. I saw a brochure with beautiful steps made of a composite material. I got a “vision” of what the new steps would look like. I made the calculations, ordered the material and began construction. It went very slowly and spring turned to summer, cool dry days to hot humid days. I set the project aside. With the cool days of fall, I will try to complete the vision. Visions are exciting their execution, is often trying. On the mountain top, God gives us the vision. It becomes reality in the valley. Vision are plentiful; reality much less so. Vision depends entirely on God; reality depends on our submission to God. In the valley most turn back. We are not quite prepared for the bumps and bruises that must come if we are going to be […]

His disciples asked Him privately, ’Why could we not cast it out?’ ” (Mark 9:28). He said to them, ’This kind [of unclean spirit] can come out by nothing but prayer and fasting’ —Mark 9:29 The disciples had seen Him do it, the casting out of spirits. They had the method down and couldn’t understand why when they did the same things He did and said the same words, nothing happened. It is a common failing of man to concentrate on the methods. There are innumerable books on the “how” of Christian ministry. Experts on the subject are not always effective. It is no good to look at “successful” churches and ministries and try to duplicate what was done there. We need to look elsewhere. It’s all about Jesus. Without a relationship with Him and a continuing concentration on Him, ministry is not possible. We can remain powerless forever, as the disciples were in this situation, by trying to do God’s work without concentrating on His power, and by following instead the ideas that we draw from our own nature. We actually slander and dishonor God by our very eagerness to serve Him without knowing Him. We must be […]

If You can do anything, have compassion on us and help us —Mark 9:22 Today I spent in the valley. Last night I apparently didn’t close the freezer door completely and everything in it defrosted. You can only cook so much food in a couple of days. I also went to help my grand daughter move. She did most of the moving… It’s not good to get old. Then I busted one of my tires maneuvering my truck closer to the apartment door. My grand daughter and her friend finished the tire changing I started. Life in the valley is pretty humiliating. The height of the mountaintop is measured by the dismal drudgery of the valley, but it is in the valley that we have to live for the glory of God. We see His glory on the mountain, but we never live for His glory there. It is in the place of humiliation that we find our true worth to God— that is where our faithfulness is revealed. Hopefully my willingness to help will give glory to God; my actual help wasn’t very impressive.  Our purpose in the valley is not to be heroes; but to be useful […]

. . Jesus took . . . them up on a high mountain apart by themselves . . . —Mark 9:2   We are made for the valleys to serve there with the ones who need service. We are granted times on the mountaintop to be energized and exalted. These times are a blessing. We have all experienced times of exaltation on the mountain, when we have seen things from God’s perspective and have wanted to stay there. But God will never allow us to stay there.  We are not made for the mountains, for sunrises, or for the other beautiful attractions in life— those are simply intended to be moments of inspiration. We are made for the valley and the ordinary things of life, and that is where we have to prove our stamina and strength. Yet our spiritual selfishness always wants repeated moments on the mountain. We feel that we could talk and live like perfect angels, if we could only stay on the mountaintop. Those times of exaltation are exceptional and they have their meaning in our life with God, but we must beware to prevent our spiritual selfishness from wanting to make them the only […]

Bread and wine were the food staples in Jesus’ time. They’re pretty popular now. But here of no good if the wine is in an unopened bottle and the bread is an unbroken loaf. They become useful when poured out and broken. The image of us as broken bread and poured out wine is a great one. For it is our purpose to be useful, in fact, necessary substance for others. There is no greater purpose, calling or thrill than to be essential to the life of another. But are we ready to be broken bread and poured-out wine? Yes, we respond weakly. Weakly, because brokenness and a pour out self seems painful.  What if we knew it was what was necessary for His call on our lives?  Yes, we respond with more vigor.  But what if He uses someone we dislike or a set of circumstances to which we said we would never submit, to crush us? Now we are more than unsure. We might be willing if the call is truly great, if we can choose the instruments of brokenness. But we can’t. Then He gives us a tremendous, riveting pain to fasten our attention on something […]

. . . for necessity is laid upon me; yes, woe is me if I do not preach the gospel! —1 Corinthians 9:16 The call of God has nothing to do with salvation and sanctification. It is a supernatural compulsion to service. For Paul, it was a call to preach the gospel. For you, it may be a call to serve in some other way. It is more than  a “wouldn’t it be nice if…” It is a drive so powerful, that it can not be ignored. It can be confused, however. Satan may misdirect us. He may have us believing that it is simply a dissatisfaction with our current situation. He may even convince that the call can be fulfilled by a satisfaction of material or physical needs. The only satisfaction of the call comes in following it.  The call may start slowly and build. For this reason we most practice sensitivity to God. When we become practiced in responded to His instructions in small things, we can with greater confidence and faith follow His call when it demands more of us.  In other cases, the call is dramatic and seems sudden. Although God has probably been preparing […]

Jesus . . . said to him, ’One thing you lack: Go your way, sell whatever you have and give to the poor . . . and come, take up the cross, and follow Me’ —Mark 10:21  Jesus is one with the Father. He came to make it possible for His followers to be one with Him. We err when we believe that it’s all about “holiness.” Our Lord never places anyone’s personal holiness above everything else when He calls a disciple. Jesus’ primary consideration is my absolute annihilation of my right to myself and my identification with Him, which means having a relationship with Him in which there are no other relationships.Our holiness is a result of that identification not a prerequisite for it. “One thing you lack . . . .” From Jesus Christ’s perspective, oneness with Him, with nothing between, is the only good thing. “. . . sell whatever you have . . . .” I must humble myself until I am merely a living person. I must essentially renounce possessions of all kinds, not for salvation (for only one thing saves a person and that is absolute reliance in faith upon Jesus Christ), but […]