I have a really busy day today. I am writing this at 4:15. I need to go swimming early because I have a breakfast meeting at 6:30. I have a doctor’s appointment with my neurosurgeon at 10. Rosemary has appointments starting at 1. I have to lead a chapel service at the men’s shelter in Opelousas at 6:30. I am in the middle of a yard cleaning project outside.
Today isn’t typical as far as my calendar goes; but it is typical in that my day includes things that I can’t do alone. I am constantly reminded that I am dependent on Him. When it seems like I have things under control, something unexpected comes up: A tooth filling falls out. A bill I didn’t expect comes in the mail. A family member needs something.
The most dangerous times are when I think “I’ve got this.” I have to constantly remind myself that these “challenges” arise from the love of my Father for me. He wants me dependent on Him and He will do what it takes for me to be dependent.
It may seem uncomfortable at first, but it’s really the only place of peace.
I don’t have time to write more, so just think about that and consider what dependence details will surprise you today.
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