Who Am I

In the Kingdom, every person has value. We won’t appreciate anyone’s value if we don’t appreciate our own. Our confusion is understandable. In the words of Casting Crowns (watch the video)  “I am a flower quickly fading; Here today and gone tomorrow; A wave tossed in the ocean; A vapor in the wind. In the totality of creation and the eternalness of time, we ain’t much. You have to wonder:  Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth would care to know my name; would care to feel my hurt. Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star would choose to light the way for my ever wandering heart. We are caught in the cosmic confusion between our insignificance and the attention the Creator give us. We can vibrate between humility based on plain worthlessness and vanity formed by Godly focus. Balance is essential. We need to understand not just our value, but the reason for it. Not because of who I am, but because of what You’ve done. Not because of what I’ve done, but because of who You are. We’ve done nothing valuable. He’s done it all. Our value is based not on us, but on Him.   We have value. In […]

Tears of the Sun

My wife and I watched Tears of the Sun last night. A Special-Ops commander leads his team into the Nigerian jungle to rescue a doctor who will only join them if they agree to save 70 refugees too. The movie has plenty of action and drama, and the atrocities we commit upon each other. It also deals with the worse kind of judgment: the valuation of people. The commander, played by Bruce Willis, is sent in to rescue only  a white German doctor. He learns the value of human life no matter the color, nationality, training, or status. His superiors who are insisting on rescuing only the doctor seem obviously the bad guys. Aren’t we guilty of the same thing? In just 100 days in 1994, some 800,000 people were slaughtered in Rwanda by ethnic Hutu extremists. They were targeting members of the minority Tutsi community, as well as their political opponents, irrespective of their ethnic origin. In an ongoing genocide, African farmers and others in Darfur are being systematically displaced and murdered at the hands of the Janjaweed. The genocide in Darfur has claimed 400,000 lives and displaced over 2,500,000 people. More than one hundred people continue to die […]

Nothing Good Apart from God

  I say to the LORD, “You are my Lord; I have no good apart from you.” (Psalm 16:2)Whom have I in heaven but you? And there is nothing on earth that I desire besides you. (Psalm 73:25) Who are the most joyful people you know? I’ve been thinking about that. I guess it’s the ones who focus on good stuff. Their joy is sometimes temporary because what they thought was good turns out to be not so much. The nearly perpetually joyful acknowledge that every good thing comes from God. They look around and see the hand and generosity of God everywhere. They can discern what comes from God and cling to those things, avoiding the rest. The really good stuff is beneficial, lasting, readily available, maybe even free. I have enjoyed swimming the past few weeks. Water is good. It’s life-sustaining. If there’s enough of it you can cool off in it. It will hold  you up and allows  you to exercise with low impact. It’s beneficial, lasting, and unless you live in a desert or in California the past few years, available and free. It’s a pure gift from God. It’s connection to Him is direct. Man does nothing to […]

Kingdom Thoughts

You don’t have to read the words in red, the words of Jesus, very long until you learn that it’s all about the Kingdom.  “Every thought and saying of Jesus was directed and subordinated to one single thing …, the realization of the Kingdom of God upon the earth,” and “this one phrase [Kingdom of God] sums up his whole ministry and his whole life’s work” ( Jesus: An Historian’s Review of the Gospels, 1995, pp. 10-11). Jesus said that the kingdom was at hand and, yet, taught us to pray for it “to come.” He began many parables with words such as “the kingdom of God is like…” He seemed often to describe a government with God in charge. At other times he said that the Kingdom of God is within you, or in some translations, “in your midst.” Then at His trial for blasphemy, he said his Kingdom wasn’t “of this world.” Is it possible to reconcile these diverse teachings about the Kingdom? I believe Jesus was talking about the Kingship or Lordship of God over each life. This is possible because of His sacrifice and is appropriated through faith. I think He was also talking about a world […]

Where’s Your Heart?

19 “Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moths and vermin destroy,and where thieves break in and steal. 20 But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven,where moths and vermin do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal.21 For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also. Matthew 6 I have noted that I treat the words of Jesus differently. Some I don’t “interpret” or “filter.” These usually contain good news. Others I take with a “grain of salt” or put through a practicality filter. When he talks about sin, especially sin I’m not troubled by, but drives others crazy, I take him literally and seriously. I’m not so sure about this “treasure” and “heart” thing. I understand that I’m not suppose to store up treasures on earth, but that doesn’t mean I shouldn’t have a bit of savings, a nice house, a retirement account, maybe a little vacation spot.  It’s no problem that I can’t store everything I own in my house. I have to put things in storage. My closets can be bulging with stuff. That’s not what Jesus is talking about. Is it? I need to have two vehicles. What […]

Whole Lot of Judging Going On

There sure is a lot of judging going on. Just spend some time on Facebook, watch the news, spend some time people watching.  Jesus makes it pretty clear that we are not to judge, but why? It certainly is intimidating to think about the standards by which we judge others being applied to us. That would seem to be enough to shut down all the judging, but it doesn’t. How about some other reasons we shouldn’t judge. We are so bad at it. We’re really bad judges. In court, the fact finder is cautioned to withhold judgment until all the evidence is in. We never have all the evidence. In fact, we jump to judgment with just a thimble full of evidence. We reach final judgment on evidence like: One news story. One sentence overheard or read. One outfit observed. One glance made. One opinion heard. One photo taken. One mistake made. I have said some stupid things. Ask anyone or just read my years of blogs. I go swimming every morning. I leave the house in a swimsuit, t-shirt and minimal foot ware. I hope no one who sees me is looking for legal counsel. When I need […]

Glorious Unfolding

Recently I’ve taken a lot of comfort from Steven Curtis Chapman’s Glorious Unfolding. Consider the lyrics: Lay your head down tonight Take a rest from the fight Don’t try to figure it out Just listen to what I’m whispering to your heart ‘Cause I know this is not Anything like you thought The story of your life was gonna be And it feels like the end has started closing in on you But it’s just not true There’s so much of the story that’s still yet to unfold And this is going to be a glorious unfolding Just you wait and see and you will be amazed You’ve just got to believe the story is so far from over So hold on to every promise God has made to us And watch this glorious unfolding There is so much truth in the song. Life is a fight with often just the whisper of God to keep us going. Life rarely goes like we think it will. There is often a sense that the end is closing in. It’s also true that the story isn’t over and we have to hold on to the promises of God. However, it’s also important […]

Happy Birthday America

Happy Birthday America. I am lucky to have been born an American. I  am proud to have devoted eleven years to your service in the Navy. You have provided haven for those fleeing persecution and poverty over your many years. My celebration is a bit restrained. You are being to show your age. You have passed several critical tipping points. You have gone from being reliant on God to thinking you are God. While you once supported the Kingdom, you now are lead by those who think they are kings.  Lot’s of folks do that in their own lives, but those tragedies are multiplied when it happens to an entire country. You have gone from honoring and supporting those who work hard to supporting those who don’t. That’s never  a good thing and the economic strain is starting to show. The hardest workers are those who have come with visions of how it used to be only to learn how it is. You have tipped from workforce to welfare. You have gone from being humble and grateful to prideful and arrogant. The world no longer looks with admiration but shakes its head with disgust. I say these things not like those who […]